it was sudden more than a flash at least

Maybe it was another unfortunate destiny that everyone didn't thought possible,
Not another completed love story.
As tragic as you pet puppy died in your arms and all you can do was cry out to your mom.

It will be the first time I will be writing about this dark art shizle, whatever 'emo' term they might call this.

Death, yes.

with the thunder rolling like crazy, i have forgotten how one flash left me in an awe. More than an after shock or even a maze. (hey sorry for the disorganization of my thoughts)

I actually decided to give up months ago, decided to walk away and just live the life that was supposed to be mine. And yet it seems like the life i ever wanted to live was just too far away that i cannot even see what i have become. going back to death...


I always pictured how I'll die. a red Honda civic 2007 will be rumbling like crazy over me, it might be on some shitty drag race I go to or just a random crossing the street on Shaw boulevard or edsa.
as the red Honda civic 2007 rolls over me, i remember the 19 years of my existence as insignificant as any other beings. Not as great as any God or Politician. Nothing more but always something less.

so from this day forward, i will try to make a mark. (a star) Mark on peoples lives and whatever shit i can do to make 'em remember me.

i'll get back to this blog 0nce i find out how I can do this marking thing.