If Chuck and Blair was not meant to be then who's meant for who?

It was a bad idea to watch fucked up series especially the recent episodes of Gossip Girl and the Third Season of One Tree Hill. Its retarded that Love stories are meant to have tragic endings, even those stories that we really love. Its really meant that when Love Stories are perfect, they have to stop to find its way back maybe. Chuck and Blair, Brooke and Lucas, Yang and Burke.

Crazy I say, really crazy. Thats were I am right now, in a middle of a crazy situation. I know I really have to stop but then again, I dont know how to give up. I am a fighter, since then and since today. "Giving up" is not a term I know, I have forgotten that. Maybe because I still want to fight, I see that small chance, that small hope. And from that, I see great joy and dreams.

Gossip Girl said, "They’d hit rock bottom. At least they wouldn’t be lonely in hell. Sounds bad to me… Chuck was shocked. This is not what he wanted it to be like. But was it better than nothing?".

I thought of that for a while, I didnt like who we became, who we are now. You have forgotten to be true to yourself, to your family. I have forgotten to Love myself. Maybe we needed time to realize the person who we became. We needed time, Time to heal and Time to Love again.



But what if absense makes the heart forget?

Fun Liquor

Babe I Love You Bar Night.

we got all access passes from Chili, she's having her internship at Star Cinema, While I have mine at GMA pr.

Good thing this huge poster was outside the Bar because we almost got lost. Almost.


The Crowd was awesome, they were partying like crazt but them most of the people there was from Star Cinema and from ABS-CBN. I think this was only for people who's invited. Guest list?



What are you wearing? I wanted to post this at Lookbook but my boobs were saying hello to the world. Tipsy.

This was one of the stylists of F&H. adorable.

This is the other stylist of F&H, very preppy.:)

people we're waiting for Anne and Sam. They had a grand entrance, using a sports car.

Spell Grand entrance.

Anne was so Pretty though she looked a bit tired. Sam looked like... uhg, SAM!

Anne is the endorser of GSM Blue, so this girls were walkign around handing people free drinks.

Now I know why we were a bit drunk. Coz drinks are free.

So my boyfriend was overwhelmed by this girls in skimpy clothes, So I took a picture of him and the blue girls as a remembrance..

This is Prince with a local celebrity, Nikki Valdez.

This is me (SKY), starstrucked by Gujin, another local celebrity. His hand was caressing my back, and I was like.... Oh man..

Another Local celebrity, Tibo. He's really nice.. He even asked if He can have a copy of the pictures.

This is my Gay friend, Kench. With Yuri, a local reality show celebrity.

And of course, Prince wont let that chance pass by. He also had a picture taken with Yuri.

My friends avhiee and kench. I love this photo.♥

We actually joined a "couples" game. I was ashamed, good thing the light was so bright that I cannot see the people.

My buddy Chili with his newly found "boy". They were partners for the game.

The game was crazy. Yes, we played. And No, we didnt won. haha:D

Fine then,were vain.

yes, were vain.

and again, were one Vain couple.

so there, bye bye.. we headed out.:)

It was a cool, fun and alcoholic night.


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We trip and fall

WE TRIP THEN WE FALL

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The irony, Life is hard. It was another unusual day, I sat down in front of this computer like I never written ever before. No, I have written a few pieces before, or when the occasion calls for it.

As usual, thoughts lingered my mind but there was a little metal distortion thats happening. Gawd, its hard to do all things needed with this head distraction. Fixing was as crazy as I thought. The bumpy ride had given me the headache and even the heart ache but I still trieed to give a smile and nod that everything is Okay. That is what I wanted to do. I wanted to be Okay, I know it takes time.

I wouldnt say that falling was the best or the worse but I shouldnt have given myself a chance to trip because I fall deeply in hole that I cannot see the light on the opening. Fat Chance, i said. It was a chance I am in. The chance to fall and the chance to fall even deeper. Yes, I am selfish. Selfish for falling, I have been selfish to myself.

Thoughts are all on the mind, I cannot stop them. Nor forget them, They happen and we should get over it.

no strong storm can ruin the sky

The past few days was the most difficult days I have to live by but I know someday and some time there will be another day that will be filled with fun and laughter covering the pain and bruises that Love had caused me.

Maybe Love is something no one will ever understand, how will we balance love for ourself and love for someone else? When you know to yourself that you have given your all.

The past few days has been crazy, I really dont know how to handle everything but I know I'll get by. The friends I have are awesome, I cannot say how proud I am in having this people by my side on the saddest and hardest phase of my life. Without this people I could have given up.

I am SKY and I know it seems absurd to call me that but it simply means that I see the best in everyone and everything. I always think that after every storm will be a brighter day. There will be a rainbow. Though there are strong storms that pass my way, I will never be ruined nor be defeated because I know there are little stars looking after me. And yes, those stars are you guys. My friends.

I am the SKY and I cannot survive without my sun. Yes, he is my sun. He brings light to every gloomy day. He brings happines to the world. Without him there will be no rainbows. Without the storm there will be no rainbows.

Lets just put it this way, there may be storms today but there will be rainbows tommorow. Something worth looking forward to.

inspire

Yes, I have seen sad love stories. I've seen love stories die and be forgotten. I got really scared that the same thing will happen to me. Many of you may know the sad story, its crazy really. Because I am willing to fight though I will be the only one who will do that. I have said to a friend, "fighting for love is a two way street, and i will be fighting two times harder and two times wiser because I really really want to fix this." It was a martyr moment for me. I wanted to tell myself stop but I know my heart will be breaking much more if I will not even try to fight. I mean, it was another slip in the relationship. It was a phase, we'll get through it. I wrote this blog because I actually dont know where to place myself right now, I am still waiting and trying. I pity myself for blaming all the bad things that had happened, when I know there was nothing that I did wrong. The past three years was the best years of my life and I will not ever change the fact that I am in love with someone who grew with me, cried with me, laughed with me, got scared with me and most of all.. fell in love with me. I tried so hard to make this relationship work, not just because of the feelings but because I wanted people to believe in Love that we had made and the love that we faught for. Prince and I saw relationships fell apart and we told ourselves that we will never let that happen to us. Now we are fighting, Fighting through all the pain and the hardships that life had given us. I will give up everything just for us to survive. I will do anything just to buy us hope for a successful love story. Nothing dies, Nothing changes. The love on the start just continues, grows and grow fonder.

It is a crazy roller coaster, another ride that will soon finish. But we can always ride again.

Pls pray for us, pls hope that this love will survive the test of life.

i will spend all the money in the world

Its really hard to let go, that's for sure.I cant believe how people love with all their hearts and ends up broken.

Maybe Love is something I don't understand. Something we will never be a master of but it was always a choice. Choice of Love, Fight and Giving up.

I will spend all the money in the world, just to give this relationship a chance. A chance of surviving and a chance of staying.

This is where HOPE comes to DIE

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THIS IS WHERE HOPE COMES TO DIE

I'm going back to being artsy, I left that street a long time ago. Threw my 7 exhibits away and moved on. Art was really nice but it was a two way street where the art and the artist must be in direct harmony. And I just realized I love art but there is more that I love to do.

anyways...

We went to this exhibit at LRI, together with my two P's:

PAUL JATAYNA

PATRICK PADILLA

and Two newly found friends from Lookbook..

KARL LEUTERIO

yes, the person I made a blog about.

and

MIKE MAGALLANES

and they were my company. They were perfect.

Fun and Fab.

so the art was unique. the thought of the exhibit was nice, but I was not used to this kind of art. I was made to appreciate the surreal and the classic ones. This is maybe because my mom is an artist/animator and almost all the members of my moms family are artists.

This are some of the works on the exhibit.

This is a shrine like photo, look closely at the details in the Picture. There are saints and holy things surrounding the naked girl.

this looked like a LEE ad but with the glow in the dark giant rosary and insect, it looked like a window display.


This are two of the four portrait like works on the exhibit.
I think the medium is charcoal.


This is what Patrick and Pauly liked,
A sort of Marilyn Manson-like photo with Paint drippings on top.




This is another Painting Patrick loved, the print on the side was very nice. I thought it was louie but Patrick said it was ______. idk.


This was a little disturbing, not. This was placed above..

...above this Robot made out of Boxes.
They were painted and was very much colorful.


And this was the works I liked.........

This is like a kid and...


...and this is like the adult version.

I liked the realism of the painting. Now this is a portrait.
There is a distinction among the other works.

Another is.....

...AJ's work. I think it will speak for itself.
But for the past 19 years of my life seeing paintings, there is a certain thing in this painting that I loved. The emotion and again, the realism. There is a meaning and an inspiration. Not just a work made to present and to be seen but a work to be remembered.


In the exhibit itself, I liked the photos scattered on the tables. You are free to look at it or even take them home. The photos were amazing; i mean on all aspects. The theme, lighting and the story behind each photograph. One photo even got a "fierce" comment from my friends.

This was the photos on our table.

Also, i loved the fact that when we went inside the exhibit, it was dark and you will be given a light bulb to place anywhere or in front of the work that you liked.

I placed mine near the door but I ended up bringing home one light bulb, as a remembrance perhaps?

The best part of the day was bonding with this 4 great people...

Thats MIKE on the left, me right there in the middle and KARL on the right.

Me and Karl made chika, He's super nice.

I cant forget PATs "couture/contortionist" dance steps.
I super duper miss this person.


And PAULY, i love for taking me to the exhibit.

and I got to meet...

AJ the artist.




.and overall.
It was a lively and lovely event.

ciao!

and I get to take home my Light bulb.

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