It was a bad idea to watch fucked up series especially the recent episodes of Gossip Girl and the Third Season of One Tree Hill. Its retarded that Love stories are meant to have tragic endings, even those stories that we really love. Its really meant that when Love Stories are perfect, they have to stop to find its way back maybe. Chuck and Blair, Brooke and Lucas, Yang and Burke.
Crazy I say, really crazy. Thats were I am right now, in a middle of a crazy situation. I know I really have to stop but then again, I dont know how to give up. I am a fighter, since then and since today. "Giving up" is not a term I know, I have forgotten that. Maybe because I still want to fight, I see that small chance, that small hope. And from that, I see great joy and dreams.
Gossip Girl said, "They’d hit rock bottom. At least they wouldn’t be lonely in hell. Sounds bad to me… Chuck was shocked. This is not what he wanted it to be like. But was it better than nothing?".
I thought of that for a while, I didnt like who we became, who we are now. You have forgotten to be true to yourself, to your family. I have forgotten to Love myself. Maybe we needed time to realize the person who we became. We needed time, Time to heal and Time to Love again.
But what if absense makes the heart forget?
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