We trip and fall

WE TRIP THEN WE FALL

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The irony, Life is hard. It was another unusual day, I sat down in front of this computer like I never written ever before. No, I have written a few pieces before, or when the occasion calls for it.

As usual, thoughts lingered my mind but there was a little metal distortion thats happening. Gawd, its hard to do all things needed with this head distraction. Fixing was as crazy as I thought. The bumpy ride had given me the headache and even the heart ache but I still trieed to give a smile and nod that everything is Okay. That is what I wanted to do. I wanted to be Okay, I know it takes time.

I wouldnt say that falling was the best or the worse but I shouldnt have given myself a chance to trip because I fall deeply in hole that I cannot see the light on the opening. Fat Chance, i said. It was a chance I am in. The chance to fall and the chance to fall even deeper. Yes, I am selfish. Selfish for falling, I have been selfish to myself.

Thoughts are all on the mind, I cannot stop them. Nor forget them, They happen and we should get over it.